
My sweet boy you have somehow stealthily transitioned from my chubby cheeked infant to my gangly, long legged little boy. With the help of a little piece of technology called a video monitor, I'm sitting here, watching you sleep. At one point, I totally thought those video monitors were for crazy neurotic moms, but I am totally whistling another tune ( or am in complete denial that I
am one of those crazy and neurotic moms). There is nothing sweeter than ending my day by watching you fall asleep. I often catch myself looking down at the monitor and staring in awe at how big you've become. Every part of you, even your sleep, shouts little boy.
I spend each day wishing and hoping I could keep you just as your are today. I know that's not an option, so I drink in the adorable two year old boy that you are. At two years old you
are not athletic. your running is still incredibly uncoordinated and in all honestly, it's slow. You throw balls straight up into the air, and more often than not, they land behind you.
You still love the alphabet. you recognize/say 85% of the alphabet and love to find letters in every day life. Your speech is incredibly endearing. You amaze with your ability to hear a word once and remember and use it from that point on. You are, for the most part, an incredibly compliant and sweet little boy, except for when you're getting your diaper changed or when I'm trying to get you into your car seat, both of those produce their fair share of intense screaming, but we look past that, because your "gentle touches", " I love you's," or "doing mama?" are just too adorable to dwell on the not so pleasant side of being two .
I look forward to each day with you. John leaves for work, and often will remind me how jealous he is that I get to spend my day you. and he's right. Don't get me wrong, there are boring, desperate and frustrating days, but in all honestly, I can't think of the last time I had one. Life with you son, is unfathomably great. I could have never dreamt a more blessed life for myself, and you son are parked at the top of my "I'm thankful for" list.
Life was great before you my sweet boy, and I couldn't imagine it getting better, but I can honestly say, I have never been happier than I have been these past two years. I have never smiled more, laughed more or felt more blessed than these moments as your mom.
I love you!